This shall be a supersuper short post because I'm exercising my lastminutemugger-ness once again and my mind is now swimming with 成语 and 俗语. o.O Yes, you guessed it- CHINESE COMPO SA. *panic rise*

But still, I slack a fair bit like I always do. It's an incurable habit, I guess... I hate myself for forgetting around 8 pieces of homework so far. Yes, I'm very greatly improved from last year where I'd have at least 20 by now. But my New Year's Resolution was to change! :< Now I know what people say when they complain about resolutions not coming true. Computer, you are my enemy. And now my parents are watching STAR AWARDS! I WANT TO! And I want Rui En to win something because she is greatly awesome and one of the only good actresses. Wait, is that over already?

Okay. I SHALL go watch Star Awards and come back later. *slackermodeturnon*


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(10.08pm) YAY RUI EN WON SOMETHING. I AM A PSYCHIC. :D Bye, back to work. Heehee.

HARLO AGAIN.

I'm currently sitting in front of the computer and typing this with no spectacles on and making a heckload of typos. Sigh. It's mainly because the only way to escape sitting in front is to change my specs lens so I don't have any 'eyesight problem' anymore... GAH. It's not easy getting used to this!

ANYWAY. The video during Bio today was so... disturbing. It put me off my recess but I was hungry anyway so I still ate and tried not to think, even a little bit, about ebola virus. I mean, it's just so creepy and sad that so many people could die so easily and quickly, just like THAT. BOOM. GONE. o.O And the soft-toy ebola reminded me of dog poo, and then Miss Hou was saying 'it's a giant virus!' And I was thinking, 'oh'. Haha, but it's surprisingly cute in a strange way, I don't know. Speaking of Bio, reminder to self- See Miss Hou for CES ASAP before I nearly fail like I did in past years. Sigh, I'm utterly terrible in self-learning so I basically go home and conk out or go home, do HW and then slack. No motivation for revision, and I know that's a super lame excuse but I don't know how to change, AAH.

Nothing much happened today, except that I spent so much time in Chinese CES and then I was thinking of going for Debate when I remembered I had to send Percia to Maths class. AND NOW THERE'S NO DEBBATE FOR THREE WEEKS SO I'VE GONE LIKE 1 AND A HALF MONTHS WITHOUT DEBATE WTF LAH. I get tired so easily nowadays, I just go home and fall asleep then forget all my homework then go to school the next day, see everybody talking and just stare into blank air. And speaking of talking, I got sore throat for the fifth time this year! My mum said it was unnatural so I went to see a doctor and I was told to remove my tonsils. BUT THEN MAYBE MY VOICE WILL CHANGE LEH. ARGH. I'd rather get sorethroats and keep my voice because if it changes, I might forget who I am or something. It's so scary... :/

I shall talk about yesterday now, Drama excursion to the MUSEUM! I have museum fetishism, haha. I just find them so cool and awesome and un-boring. ESPECIALLY those with real dinoasur bones and stuff, or paintings! Like the LOUVRE... That was so beautiful I swear I won't ever forget it. So we went to see the Christian Lacroix exhibition, and Christian Lacroix is this designer of theatre costumes! I AM SERIOUSLY IN LOVE WITH HIS WORK! Victorian dresses mostly, btu that's the best part- Victorian fashions are serious eye candy. We saw the hoop-skirt type, the type that extends sideways like an umbrella(the wider it is, the richer you are o.O) and the tutu made Victorian. Beautiful. And then all the Sec 1s, that is, including me, started making paperdolls at the activity stand because it was GREAT FUN. :D No, seriously. Some of the seniors soon joined in, and then I guess we spent an hour or so there. Sigh, I kind of regret it because we didn't get to see anything else besides the museum shop after that. But the paperdoll-making was FUN. ^^

AAH I LOVE DRAMA! Even though we only got Gold for SYF, everyone tried. Seriously hard. So the next SYF, we can work for Gold with Honours! I mean, it's a big improvement from last time's Silver, right?

So, ending off with a final random thought. I ignored my angel for months but not on purpose and now I feel so bad but I can't bring myself to tell her and she was so nice she even gave me bubblegum I am so evil... :'( What to do what to do what to do?

OHOHOH. FORGOT TO SAY, BUT HAPPY EARTH DAY! AND I WILL WILL WILL GET YOU A PRESENT SABBY. SORRY!

P.S: I visited RGPS on Saturday and the ISH was very nice. Even Mdm Loe became nice. So evil, make me miss everyone and everything more. :'/

こんにちわ！明日は日本語のテストです、今は勉強します。。。

Did I even write that right? ARGH. Is it '勉強します' or '勉強をします'? I know, what is this idiot doing being confused at 1.40am in the morning when the test is on the exact same afternoon..? I applaud you for your insightful thoughts, I truly do. And yes, of course this is sarcasm. Ha ha ha. I have a very warped sense of humour. HA.

OKAY. IGNORE WHAT I JUST WROTE. I AM SERIOUSLY GETTING PARANOID! For some reason, I felt extremely snappy in class today, and ended up making my HCL compo about the shopping trip excursion we had in P1. -.- Argh, I should have written about HYDERABAD. Stupid stupid stupid me, why did I feel so sleepy when I slept SIX HOURS? I mean I usually sleep much less, but my mom says sleep before 1 and it's nearly two now and I'm wasting time on my blog and then...

Rambling again, I know. I wonder who actually reads this nowadays, haha. It's a bit daunting to think that now I'm in RGS, I have to... care more? Like if I have something pressing me and I have to scream it out, I can't do it on my blog anymore? Ack. NO. WHAT AM I SAYING MY EXBLOG WAS SO DAMN EMO AND ANGSTY. Yes I know, why am I talking about BLOGS now? It's called dodging the topic so I don't have to study-

Shut up, stupid conscience. SHUTUPSHUTUP! Argh. Ah well, I guess my conscience is not happy now because I'm being caught slacking again. Sigh. Well then, I'll leave you with some stuff I've been fooling around with these past few days. Hehe.

http://nifflas.ni2.se/ -I downloaded the 'Knytt' game, it takes up little space but it's very satisfying for people like me who are pussies and love just fiddling around with a neverending world as long as it's nice and mysterious. And thank you, only idiots call themselves pussies. I know. XD

http://www.eyezmaze.com/ -EYEZMAZE IS THE BEST. Seriously, especially the Grow games I grew up with. Pun not intended. -.- Anyway, if you're a fan of those games that look pretty stupid but actually have an amazing amount of hidden detail in them, go play Grow games! And waste half your time doing pointless crap! Yay, two for the price of one. Be very happy.

http://www.feedthehead.net/ -Find this one out yourself. Guaranteed to waste at least fifteen minutes of free time, and force your poor mind to twist into various shapes. Okay, maybe not that bad but it did for me. Hehe, I can say that it's never really ending because the maker keeps adding new stuff. JUST EXPERIMENT WITH IT. :D

My conscience is fuming now so I need to make a run for it- er, I mean study. Hope I made your day the least bit weirder. Bye.

Yes, in view of the fact that I am chionging LIT PIT with little time to spare, I shall provide a general view of all I want to say. Randomity ensues. XD

1. Drama SYF ended and it was so awesome plus we stagehands looked so pro even if we were a bit noisy. At least we managed to fall asleep behind the curtains and make no noise during the actual show. Haha.

2. We had some really nice after-SYF party with PIZZA! YAY. I think I ate too much that day because I skipped dinner. XD

3. I joined PAPERPEACE. ^^ For CIP hours and for a good cause.

4. I absolutely cannot understand Bio and Maths, and I feel stupid because it's what we learned in P4 and I think I was smarter then. XD

5. I LURF 110. <3 WE SHOULD REALLY GET A CLASS JACKET, PEOPLE. A HOODIE. Even though I know it's too expensive, but I'm willing to forfeit a class shirt for it.

6. I learned so much singlish in the past few days because of lit PT... So pro hor? :o

7. I NEED to WRITE! Script Frenzy sounded so fun last year but who knew PTs could be so tiring? Sigh... I'll probably die off because I only have 3 pages. And it's more Shakespearean than anything and it's really fake. NOOOOO.

8. I MISS RGPS LIKE SIAO AND MY MUM THINKS I AM OBSESSED BUT I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT AND WHY THE HECK AM I SO DAMN FRIGGING EMOTIONAL?

9. I want to SWEAR OUT LOUD AND CUSS NON-STOP! But I'm in EXCO so I must set a good example right? Sigh.

10. I'm finding it harder to move on to the future and forget the past, because I see myself lingering on. And I don't really know who I am, who I want to be, what true happiness is and what the point of life is now. i.e, I am very very very confused and sickened at myself for being so pessimistic but I dread counselling by people whom I trust even less. :/

ANYWAY~! I may have been ranting, so sorry. I'm just feeling so extremely weird and unsure about whether to be open, and even if I do be open, is my open-ness real? GAH. WHAT SORT OF PERSON DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHO SHE IS? o.o

Okay. Enough of all this 'feeling' talk. I shall, for now, forget about missing RGPS or anything and focus 100001% on LIT PT. I'll get to go back on 18th anyway, or even Monday. Who knows? :D

P.S: I especially miss Lin Lao Shi who went off to somewhere just a 5 minutes' bus ride from my house, and yet I don't know how to visit her, when to or if I should. Sigh. And Mrs Chong is out everytime I went back. NO FAIR. :/

I wrote more than I intended! :o Okay. BACK TO WORK, YOU BIG FAT WOLLOP. XD ('wollop' is an extremely thingifying word for 'idiot'. Courtesy of Mikoo, and YES I MAKE NO SENSE! YOU ARE SO SMART. :D)