Right, I have one thing to re-iterate: Don't expect me to be doing something great for Founder's Day. I'm a RESERVE EMCEE. :'< Aah, all the other ELDS juniors(excluding AWESOMELY LINGUISTIC Julia who is a emcee and Louise who's a VICTORIAN LADY *in awe*) get to be background dancers, i.e just dance and not memorise any long lines. Aah, I have to memorise a 8-page monstrosity of a script and I don't even know if I'll ever get to perform. And still, I really want to. I mean, on Saturday all the alumni will come and Miss Lui is an alumni, so she'd probably be coming. I want to, erm, be the emcee for that day at least. :x Dunno how to say it without making me sound like a romantic wimp. Gehh. At practice today, I practically did nothing but write down notes when Julia and the Sec 2 girl, Victoria, said their lines. So sorry for making you think I'd landed myself a big role or something, eh. Apparently we(me and Julia) were 'chosen' out of the blue, and I have terrible annunciation AND pronunciation so I'm a reserve. I know I always say negative things about myself, but that's 'cause I can't think of anything positive. Eck. I think I'm pretty different now actually, because in P5 I was really, really disturbed. For most people the growing stage comes when they hit 13, but to me 11 was that life-changing year, the year of trials and tests. And also the best year of my life, in regards to sorrows and joys. :D

Aah, I know I sounded a little philosophical there. Whoops. Anyway, I'm SUPER worried about my studies now: 28/50 for HCL mock exam and 5/10 for GA! The only things I know I (sort of) did well for were Bio Drawing and Geog FA. Arrh, I really do plan to study hard though. Today I sort of read through WS 2-14 three times, and I sort of understand Maths stuff now. I'm going to be emo now and start saying I really think I didn't grasp the chance earlier and listened in P4. Because I can only start getting depressed on my blog, really. I think I portray too much of a smiley image in school, but that's 'cause I get big moodswings. Except they're MUCH better hidden now, and I don't start hitting random people/crying in the middle of class like P4 to P6.

Am I growing up? It's sort of scary.

P.S: Our replacement Speech&Drama teacher, Miss Rosie, is SO NICE! And she's from the UK... Ooh. Plus Miss Tordoff is going to be in 'The Importance of Being Earnest'. I sort of read about it in Life! a few days ago. ZOMG.