Monday, 3 November 2008,
Today would have been a day like any other had not some shocking news been revealed. Okay, you can say that I'm making a big deal about it, but that's how I am. Exaggerating. Heehee.
Anyway, the day started off with the usual morning routine, blah blah blah. And then up to class, blah again. There I had a nice, long bout of boredom. If you can call that nice, that is. Blegh. Oh, and not to forget signing Dolly and Mikoo's graduation yearbooks. And watching Mikoo read 'Chosen' and telling her not to destroy it, Yes, I know I get paranoid about these things sometimes. Again, nevermind. Whee. I can't believe that Mikoo would actually want to read such a 'dark' series, judging how pinkish she is and whatnot. Hehe, don't tell me it's called influence.
Oh, and a random fact here: Speaking of graduation day yearbooks, I haven't gotten mine. Mum says she'll bring me to get one soon, so it's nothing to worry about. At least, nothing except who on earth would ever want to sign it, hehe.
The rest of the day was basically a grad day ceremony rehearsal until recess, where I got lectured by Mdm Loe about considering MGS or SCGS should I not get into Nanyang. I know she meant well, but she really has the influence to dampen my confidence... I feel so horrible now and worried that I won't get into NYGH or even get 250 and below for PSLE. Oh no, oh no. I'm pathetic, am I not? I wish I could retake it, then I would've studied for the entire year and not just lazed around in the first half. I'm such a failure. Sigh. And how am I going to face up to my parents should that happen? They're just so confident that I'll get above 265 that I don't know what I'll ever do. Gah, what a dilemma. Or should I call it the shocking revelation: I might FAIL. Low self-confidence happens to be a weakness that I cannot change.
After recess, we stayed in class for half an hour while Alicia, Jojo and I SET UP a board game. Yes, we didn't even get to playing it, it was so difficult to understand. Gah. Then Mdm Loe started discussing with us about sending thanks to Miss Tan because she's leaving soon. In the end, we came up with an utterly fake note about 'undying support and commitment'. Typical. But she's a PRINCIPAL, and I don't think it's very appropriate to write what we truthfully think of her. Besides, we should all be nice and SMILEY. Heehee.
After that half hour, it was nothing but making our way to the computer lab (the whole lot of us, Jo, Alicia, Marianne, etc. got lost and started screaming because we thought we had the lab to ourselves) and that's where MORE shocking revelations unveiled themselves. Miss Lim marched into the room and told us the shocking news: Two of our teachers were leaving next year. What's more, they were Miss Lui and Miss Tang. Rather sad for some of us, but it's because they were promoted to become GEP officers, Miss Lui for English and Miss Tang for CME. Because of SL, maybe. Wow. Dolly and I had a nice chat later about how they might become like those big, burly jailers. Frightening beyond imagination, eek. Oh, and we were to make farewell cards for them as well, and I'm planning something weirder than weird. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating as usual. Whee~!
Tomorrow's IMAX Movie. Friday is the Grad Day Party and Ceremony. I shall, as usual, wear any old thing. Oh, note to self: DON'T FORGET TO LET PARENTS ACKNOWLEDGE THE SCGS-MGS THINGTHING BEFORE GETTING KILLED BY MDM LOE.
What a day.
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